Few months ago... Around 5 to 6 months if not mistaken, I did not remember that actual date. A stranger came into my life after my lunch and still with me until today. I do not know what is his intention, good, bad or neutral. At first I do mind about its existence but after a while I do not care about that anymore as long as he does not bring any bad to me and I hope he wont. Actually his existence is not that bad, still I have him as companion and I will not be lonely as I can feel him.
Hmmm... Recently... Everything seems to change and I am not get used to it. Those changes are good but not for me. I am not optimistic and I feel that there will be a bad ending after all. Haha, I will try to pursue as much happiness as I can in the period of time because I am running out of time.
I am bad temper but I have good patience. Wait... Keep on waiting... I have waited for years for nothing... But why this time I feel uncomfortable for waiting?
Someone told me, " You're a good friend but you're not a good boyfriend. "
That statement means that I am a guy who is good to be friend with but defenitely not going to have any relationship. Hmmm... I have no comment...
We are a team. No matter what happen, I will try my best and do whatever I could just to hold us together, I'll not take any risk of losing anyone of you. I have faith that we can reach our goal.
Sometimes I wonder what is the actual situation... I dont know and it seems blur to me. I tried my best but still I got negative feedbacks... Damn! Am I doing the wrong way? Tell me, what should I do?
Hmmm... mmmm... Please dont doubt my sincerity.
There are some matters that I do not know and I wish to know but I decided not to know because it does not bring any good to me after knowing the truth.
Hmmm... I failed... and I dragged all of you into shit problem with me... I'm sorry.
Someone told me, " You're a good friend but you're not a good boyfriend. "
That statement means that I am a guy who is good to be friend with but defenitely not going to have any relationship. Hmmm... I have no comment...
We are a team. No matter what happen, I will try my best and do whatever I could just to hold us together, I'll not take any risk of losing anyone of you. I have faith that we can reach our goal.
Sometimes I wonder what is the actual situation... I dont know and it seems blur to me. I tried my best but still I got negative feedbacks... Damn! Am I doing the wrong way? Tell me, what should I do?
Hmmm... mmmm... Please dont doubt my sincerity.
There are some matters that I do not know and I wish to know but I decided not to know because it does not bring any good to me after knowing the truth.
Hmmm... I failed... and I dragged all of you into shit problem with me... I'm sorry.
