I care.

I only can express it this way, well, I am really suck in expressing myself.

I think most of people around me will think that I am just a careless person who actually do not care about things happening on time as most of the time I always said " nevermind ", " I don't care " etc... They became words that I speak out easily...

Actually I care. Ya, I care, I do. I did not realize that it hurt so bad when I nearly fucked things up that night. Haha, well, I used to accept failure easily as they always come to me. But this time it was so different, I never knew that it actually meant a lot to me.

Maybe...